Monday, March 29, 2010

Weight Watching Again

I finally joined Weight Watchers online today after several attempts to go it alone. I'm one of those gals that just needs someone to hold me accountable, and now there is a whole cyber-world full of people to watch me succeed.

Food and I got along very well while I was pregnant; I gained only 8 pounds. I know that sounds a bit unhealthy for a woman growing a baby, but I wasn't trying to lose weight. In fact, the ONLY time I don't think, let alone obsess about food is during my pregnancies. I certainly wasn't "dieting." I just listened to my body; ate when I was hungry & stopped eating when I wasn't. For me, it proved to be a very healthy way to live. I left the hospital 15 pounds lighter than I was before my pregnancy and Addie was the healthiest of baby boys. A little disclaimer here; I don't recommend gaining only 8 pounds during a pregnancy, but I was overweight to begin with. I was also under the care of a doctor and had the best of prenatal care.

Anywho, my problem area has always been packing on the pounds while nursing. And I know what they say- "Nursing helps you lose weight," right? Well, clearly, I'm not your typical girl when it comes to the stinkin' scale! I felt my appetite increase the minute my milk came in, and no food was safe.

After 10 weeks of trying on my own and only losing control, I decided Weight Watchers was the only way to go. I had been successful with it after Coco was born, but I had never tried the online service. Attending meetings really made a difference for me. I only hope this works as well. So far, I really like what I've seen; the online tools are incredible. Today was my first day, and though I'm a little hungry, my hunger doesn't compare to the pride I have in taking the first step to living a healthier and skinnier life (preferrably on the beach comfortable and confident in a swimsuit). Only time will tell, but my determination is strong and hopefully my will power is, too.